My ex broke up with me almost 6 months ago. Yester would of been 10 months together. We were so happy. I am just not over it yet. I thought I move on by now but no. People say I should start dating other girls but I am still not ready. We work together so I see her s few times a week. She still shows up in my dreams and last night I had one that we were in bed together. She changed so much since the break up and I think that it was not just her decision to do it. I had a broken pot and put 4 sunflowers in it and that was not a good choice because the first actually we did as friends was a sunflower maze and we were together for 4 months. It like I did that on purpose but I didn't. I need help figuring out why I am not over our break up.