I would like to be friends with my ex again but I don't think he wants to since I'm married now. Recently, I tried contacting him. The first time I texted him, he ignored it or probably didn't know it was my number, and the second time (about a few months later) I tried again and he responded but he seemed to want to cut the conversation short. Just a quick backstory. We dated (long distance but we did meet in person prior) for about a month. I don't know what was wrong with me but I met this other guy that lived closer to me and we kinda started talking and I didn't have the heart to breakup with my ex so I kinda started treating him badly like ignoring and being argumentative but that didn't work so I broke up with him myself. Immediately after, he asked if we could be friends still (I didn't tell him about the other guy) and I agreed. But I was focusing on my new relationship so I still unintentionally treated him bad up until the point where we got into an argument and he just stopped talking to me for a month. During that time, I broke up, with the guy for pressuring me for sex so I went back to my ex because I just need a friend for comfort (horrible, I know but I wasn't in my right mind). Fortunately, he accepted and it went good for a while but then he started getting to attached again, plus, I got back together with the other guy. I guess he was starting to find out so after our last argument, I told him. I heard some pain in his voice and he told me to lose his number. Fast forward a year later, I'm now married to the other guy but now I'm miserable. It isn't what I thought it was gonna be and I feel I rushed it. I contacted my ex not too long ago saying how sorry I am and I remembered how great a friend he was and how he's really the only person who I trust. He helped a little but told me since I was married now, we couldn't be friends. We wished each other the best and thst was that. But, will he ever forgive me and let us be friends again?