I've been stuck in this merry goround of shooting really shitty scores and either way I feel like I'm gonna get kicked, real soon. I feel like quitting before i get kicked... also, my coach said he isn't disappointed at me and is actually proud of me. I cried really hard because he had faith in me and I disappointed him, right? somehow?
I'm giving up already and I dread trainings. Should i quit the team? or hold on? It's draining for me and it's been going on for 4 years. i can't keep doing this for my examinations, can i? OR do i hold on until I get KICKED, instead of leaving myself?
i'm trying my hardest but i still can't improve. it's not that easy.. i get easily stressed and I have anxiety
- wait till u get kicked
- leave now
- just keep working harder and hope you don't get kicked
- come back when you hit the required score