On meantime I was convincing my mother slowly and she started to agree on marriage. and on March 2017 she got so annoyed. her friends marriage came and she got busy. during that time she took advantage of thinking less about me. she was busy for whole week. after she stopped talking. and all of the sudden told me that we should be just friends. I was so shocked.
she said she wants space so I gave her. but it's not like before. she tells me to move on but wants to keep my as friend. I get slight hint that she still loves me. fe. g whenever she feels hungry she asks me to bring food for her. or if she wants to buy something she comes to me. share mistakes that she won't share with anyone. But she also says she doesn't want to waste my money. my mother even went to her place in hope to ask for her hand but she said she isn't ready. few days ago we met and asked that I still like her. I said no I dont. but she senses it that I do. and tells me u should move on. she isn't seeing some one as far as I know. only male friends. but she is not into them.
she is depressed because she can't find a job and had some house issues. im more than happy to give her space but what if she forgets about me? she doesn't want me to go away either but ask to remain as friend.