everything seemed fine with the love life until a few weeks back I caught her in a compromising situation with someone.
I went into depression the moment this episode happened cuz I treated her like she meant the world to me. last week I heard from sources that the guy I caught her with isn't the only one she had a relationship with, instead there were 4 other guys she was fooling with simultaneously, while she was with me.
I am left with no words to describe the emptiness that has engulfed me from within cuz I provided her with everything she desired, love topping all of the materialistic things.
we broke up after a really awry fight but I feel like an asshole that got used and have truly lost hope in love cuz if a girl could do this to a guy who can provide her needs I don't know what else would suffice.
Though we've broken up I cannot get over the fact that this happened and ever since my life has hit tailspin on a downward spiral, even affecting my career that I've spent blood, sweat and tears to build it to where I am.
There is this burning vengeance in me to do something about it but not the strength in my heart to do it. how do I find a way outta this?