How does he really feel about me?

i don't think my boyfriend loves me. We've been together for 5 years, and 2 weekends ago was my bday. I told him I was fine with dinner and some flowers, but he did nothing. I came by dressed up and he was playing games. He said he didn't expect me to come so early. He asked me what I wanted to do and I said whatever he planned for us is fine. Well he planned nothing and no gift. I talked to him last week and he said it's difficult for him to be romantic with me bc he doesn't "feel" it. I asked if he wasn't in love, he said he was. I asked if he wants us to break up, he said no. He said he just needs time. I'm like ok I'll give you time. I didn't talk to him for 3 days and he reached out to me and we got food and he said he loves me and doesn't want to lose me. I stayed over and slept at his place which is something I rarely do and he was really happy about it. I stayed over the next night and he seemed annoyed. Not talking, getting irritated with me easily. I didn't feel welcomed so I left and texted him the relationship isn't working out. He hasn't really responded. Not sure if it's because I'm blowing things out of proportion, but I really don't think he loves me like he says he does. He isn't cheating, it just seems like he's trying really hard to love me but it's not there and I just keep feeling like I deserve more and he can't give me what I want.
How does he really feel about me?
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