She still had everything going on, and more things with her kids happening. Things between us were starting to build back up, I wasn't trying to push things. When we started having sex again, I figure it was because we both wanted it. We were back to just like a relationship, though seeing each other only a couple hours a week, but we seemed happy with it.
One day she texted me, saying things were becoming too much, that with everything going on, she can't put herself into a relationship with anyone. She said that there was so much happening in her life that she couldn't give her heart to anyone, and that she needs space to focus on herself and she has been seeing a psych to deal with it. she swore to me that it wasn't because of me, and that there wasn't anyone else, but she needed to be alone
I've seen on Facebook, from her friends postings, she's been spending all of the time she has available to get away from home with them, never with any guys, so I know she hasn't been seeing someone else. Unlike what she'd normally be like, she refused to talk to me, I haven't seen her since the breakup. Despite trying to move on and going out on dates, I still think of her a lot. I never loved anyone more than her, I'd love to get to see her, not about the past, but just to visit, to know how she is.