My Ex got together with someone in my circle so I see them very often, now I get sad and depressed everytime I want to something with my friends. In addition i developed feelings for my best friend who has been that for 4 years now. But she has a boyfriend so I can't talk about everything with her. This is going on now for about 1,5 years and I lose more and more confidence and fun in life everyday. It doesn't seem to get better anytime soon. (eng not native) Don't know what to anymore.