me and my friend just sexted. i feel that i betrayed my love in so many ways. i used to say stuff like i love you more then you love me. but she never even looked at another guy. i feel so full of guilt my stomach hurts. i wish i never done it. is there any possible way i can pay her back for all her kindness and as a compensation to what i done without telling her. it really feels bad. i never want to do that again.