Most Helpful Girl
This was so difficult to read because I know exactly how you are feeling, this is one of the hardest things to do, trying to be with someone when they have some for of depression but they are not letting you in. This my situation right now as well. I am sorry you are hurting so much, I really am. Sometimes in this situations when someone is suffering with depression, or they may have some kind of mental illness, we only ever want to be there for them. We want to take care of them and let me know we are here to help. But sometimes (especially males) they don't want that, they genuinely just want to be left alone. Men deal with things like this so much differently to what women do. Women will talk to their friends and family when they are feeling down or when they have an illness or even a problem, Men isolate themselves completely. They genuinely do just go into a little bubble, and they do things to keep them in that bubble, for example, maybe they'll play video games in order to block out their problems. His attitude towards you really isn't fair, but again, this is how men cope or think it is okay to cope in this way. If it is a case that he does have depression, it usually causes men to be angry about things and snap and say things they don't mean. Then later on down the line he will regret what he has said and probably be very sorry about it. It is so hard when you have so much love for someone, I know this myself. His feelings won't just go away overnight and he is probably suffering with this just the same as what you are but very good at making it look like he is 'okay'. I would advice that you give him some space, maybe some time as well to sit down and realise what he had with you. Men usually realise this in time and then they come back, whether that is to carry on the relationship or to talk about what you next step might be. If he does better himself, I would advice you take things nice and slowly, Depression isn't something people can just snap out of and it sounds like you have a lot of love for him. I hold my hands up to you for helping him through his rough times.
I hope it all works out for you, and remember to Keep Smiling!