Popular Girl Ruined my reputation?

Hi, so I had a crush on a girl in University 4th yr. She has told me that she had no boyfriend several times and hinted that she liked me. We had some arguments during class and I started getting frustrated and started going crazy. Every time I saw a girl in the library, I thought I saw her. Some days I would keep walking around and around the library to find her because I missed her a lot and then some rumors started about me being really weird as they didn't know I was just finding the girl. Things got worse when my crush's best friend disliked me. She spread really nasty rumors about me. My crush and I argued really often. I was really frustrated because she tells me that she is going to u. s. for masters in 1 year yet, she kept flirting with me and telling me she had no boyfriend many times. I know she liked me but is she serious? I know it was my fault and I should have communicated better. I gave her a birthday present and then she rejected me saying I was weird? I missed her a lot and started going to the school library often walking around and around finding her. Every girl I looked at, I only saw her... And a lot of those girls gave me bad looks, they probably didn't know of my story. The school had a lot of rumors spread that I am crazy and weird and etc... People were laughing at me, giggling, gossiping, bullying me... I feel like shit... My reputation is ruined. Although I know it is majorly my fault it hurts like crap... I really liked this girl so I put a lot of feelings in. and not only my heart shattered but I have no reputation and is hated by a lot of people...
Popular Girl Ruined my reputation?
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