She lived far and We spoke everyday for hours using text/phone. We got to the point of sexting/nude pics.
2months later and almost 2 days after I booked a flight to meet her she started changing. I asked her about it she said she is stressed out about how bad work is and about her exams. She also told me that she tends to become mean to people once she is under stress and she still has feelings for me
For the next month our relation kept going up & down, she asked me to cut my visit short cause she can't afford to see me for 4 days which will take out of her study time. during this time i got kinda clingy and I told her that I think I love her
a week before my visit I did something childish. I asked a friend to check if she put me in a limited profile on FB. I apologized and was truly honest. she agreed that she won't break up until we meet up
On day one of my visit she was cold yet friendly. she told me she forgives me but can't continue the relation cause she learnt not to give 2nd chances. She said can't afford the stress of a relation but she still likes me. She also went into a panic attack in public
The next day i didn't open the subject with her. we went out together and had lots of fun we really connected! We went back to my hotel room to chat, & ended up having sex. She kissed me goodbye and wished me a safe trip. later that night she sent me a text saying we shouldn't have slept together cause it can lead to other things (getting back together).
I went back home and she kept texting me in the same amount she used to before we broke up minus the affection. I decided to play the ignore her/be cold card.
She asked me if I'm not answering cause I need space to which I casually said "nah Im cool, if I need space I'll let you know"
Im still playing the ignore/be cold card although I still message her randomly sometimes in a friendly manner.