I've been in a 10-year relationship with my ex. Because of issues with medicines for pain I ended treating boyfriend horribly for the last year. He was aware it was the medicines or hormones, and out of my control, but I was trying to work with my doctor to correct. After an overdose (not suicide attempt) I ended up in the hospital and he stated he no longer loved me. I just want to know, is this just possibly the pain hiding the love? He has told me on several occasions that he does not hate me. I would like to try to save our relationship and want to know if it's worth trying or would that push him further away?