He said years later he feels guilty for everything he did, but I remember him laughing while he was belittling me in front of others and hurting me?
im confused why now does he feel guilty and why now is he apologising? To me it's not enough to say sorry I just want him to leave me alone for good?
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Life is strange. When one is young with hot blood, one doesn't care for for others opinions. but it's a full circle ! As you experience life , you start talking to yourself and what pinches your soul , you start to develop apologies for it. Apologising, doesn't necessarily mean trying to undo your acts, it just is a tool to help your own wretched soul to think it's been pardoned. Life still has to be lived with or without that wretched soul , with same tendencies in him or her, so think twice before you mistake that apology as being for you or the pain it caused you. I have apologised to so many people for what I did to them when I was a young gun, not to go back into their lives , but to reduce the pain of my existence. I am an atheist. God doesn't exist for me. There may be more of my kinds around. Please weigh the actions more than words before you decide to let someone give a chance again to cause potential emotional damage to you again. While I sincerely hope you be happy and stay healthy too !