i keep wanting to talk to guys. if i dont i feel lonely. im single for a year wich is very sad to me. i made so much bad decisions and yet i still miss my ex. im living a lie cause everyone expect me to say i dont care that he doesn't care. so i tried to move on a few times and i slept with 5guys just this passed year. and i can't date them cause it made me miss my ex even more! now i walk around looking for the next victim. whats wrong with me?