Ok Seriously no jokes. I was in a relationship 14 years... Since I was 15, it became very unhealthy for us both after HE cheated... I tried for kids 2 years. We been split 7 months now.. I can't move on... I don't know how.. Him and kids was my whole world... I got a job, I am about to start school, I have NO FAMILY limited friends, I am main provider of kids he does not take them at all, I dont want to care any more. I dont want any one else right now but I dont want to care about him... Any advice? I know Im PATHETIC 30 my first break up on a site like this but forgive me.