I don't want for him to tell me he likes me. We are past that. I just want to say where i am coming from and end this. I asked him to call me when he got a sec. If he does I'll tell him this. If he does not I'll call back and Wednesday and leave this on his vm. I'm done tip toeing...
I like listening to your stories and how you're passionate about what you believe in and being around you and a shyness you exude, which I can identify with.
If I could replay that afternoon we sat around and watched football, that is what I would want.
I understand people get busy. If your kids were not a priority I would not feel the way I do about you. I also know we haven't had sex in almost a month. I've asked you to spend a week night over with me and you don't seem interested. I don't need someone constantly but you aren't making any plans with me by tues or Wednesday like you used to. If it's being busy I can wait, but I feel like its apathy.
I blame me for the idea that we not see others. If you have, that's your prerogative. But its tough for me because I gave my word and I'm not accepting dates. For me, my word means something, and I'm proud of that. I want someone who will give me a crappy pair of socks Christmas day and I will adore them just as much for it. I want someone who wants to meet my daughter. I want someone who wants me.
I'm pretty, smart, funny, open minded and I have a career. Not everyone has to be into me, but I do want to spend time withone person who is. Someone who sees being with me as a possibility. I know you've been going through some rough stuff and i am giving you space. We know I'm not needy. But I want a friend. I want that friend to be you. But I don't want to force that from someone who chats with me as an ego boost while waiting for someone else to come around.
I wanted to say this face to face but I didn't know when that would be. I have to buy the tickets to Vegas and I so wanted to get two because I wanted you to be there...
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Go for it, I think that you have the right idea and there's nothing wrong with being straight up. And it's better than bottling, nothing worse than mind niggles 😊1