So, it's been 3 months since the break up. Our relationship lasted 2 years. I'm 19 and he's 20. I've been doing better, him- not so much. It's kinda ironic since he left me for another yonger girl and started messing around with the said girl right away - no commitment tho, just lust. Anyway, I've been hearing about how he's getting drunk & going out every night, coming home at 7 am or not coming home at all, all while posting ALL of it on social media. He's in a band too, so he feeds off attention from other girls. I have been following the no contact rule so far - not planning to break it. But still, I kinda feel guilty? Like somehow, I was the one that broke up with him?