I’ve gone ahead and blocked him everywhere but he still finds ways to text me messages about how he’s sorry and misses me because I’m the love of his life but yesterday while talking to the other girl she sent me screenshots of how he’s been texting her similar messages.
I’m utterly destroyed bc I was really inlove with him and he was partly living with me as he was homeless and jobless. I really miss him and he’s company because I feel that apart from the cheating our relationship was the best relationship I’ve ever been in. I hate him so much right now because he lied and used me and hurt me so much with infidelity and don’t want him back but I still love him and can’t get him out of my head.
Whats worse , we’re both in college and studying the same thing so I’m forced to see him all the time and when I do , he tells me he still loves me and etc. I know I need to get over him but how can I when I still love him so much?