The breakup went down like this: He was very agitated and said "I want to be alone. I'm not sure if I like you in that way." and then when I started to leave, he said "I'm not closing any doors but I can't promise anything."
Then, I texted him afterward saying "I'm sorry if the relationship caused you stress. I'll leave you alone now." And then he says "I don't want you to leave me alone. I'm just so overwhelmed with my life that I can't handle a relationship... it's not your fault." Now, he has me blocked on all social media.
My friends keep telling me it's not my fault because he has issues and didn't know what he wanted, but I don't really know if his issues are the reason why he broke up with me. If he really liked me, wouldn't he stay regardless?
I'm getting better now, but I sometimes can't get my choices out of my head. I can't help thinking that I did something wrong. The relationship seemed toxic with all his mood swings and I'm probably better off without him, but I can't help but wonder "Am I really girlfriend material?"