Fast forward to 2014, we reconnected by phone after bumping into each other in a supermarket several months before. We both came out a relationship not far apart and we started seeing each other once a week to start with , I'd not long moved into my new flat and he was living at his place until Jan 15, he said he was moving back with his parents.
In March this year my brother went to a work reunion and found out my ex got married last October, we were at the cinema that evening and I remember when I was walking back to my car, he said we are more like best friends aren't we?
A week or so later my brothers financee found wedding pics on his wife's Facebook page, I didn't see them but this confirmed his deceit and lies. I invited him over to mine, asked him if he was married, I said who's Debbie, he says she's an ex.
Finally he confessed over the phone. He cried and said I think I'm going to have a nervous breakdown, I hung up. I was devastated and hurt.
He says he feels empty, still loves and misses me. He said he is still confused and everything happened very quickly with his wife. I'm angry that he hid this from me and lied to me for two years, I feel really sick and frustrated with the situation.
The wife doesn't know about me and I can't say anything as things could turn really nasty... He tries to call me and left roses on my doorstep a few weeks ago.
I rang him last night and told him I don't want to speak to him anymore, it's too painful for me and he said can we speak at Christmas and I said No.
It hurt me when he was speaking about his wife that she's been verbally abusive towards him lately, telling him to fuck off on a lot of occasions and her sister and husband don't like him... I didn't want to hear this at all... I loved him with all my heart.
Any advice would be helpful?