I feeel so horrible. I have been dating my boyfriend for a month and he's my first boyfriend. I'm 19 and he's 27. No excuse but I've been really depressed lately and he had a party and I ended up doing cocaine for the first time with his friends. I'll never do it again. And I was blackout drunk. Apparently I was sitting on all of his guy friends laps and and rubbing their legs and ignoring him. I don't remember at all. And he broke up with me. He said I didn't kiss anyone but that he can't trust me and broke up. Is he over reacting or am I just shitty. Ugh I feel so bad.
Most Helpful Guy
Don't do drugs and alcohol if you can't keep control of yourself. If you get blackout drunk there's no telling or remembering what you'll do, so good luck trying to keep a partner like that. He isn't overreacting in my opinion, I would probably break up with someone if we went to a party and she snorted coke, got blackout drunk, and grabbed all my friends junk. You didn't cheat, you were just wildly irresponsible in not keeping control.1
Most Helpful Girl
Sadly a very severe lesson learnt I'm afraid.4