I was in a relationship with a guy. It was amazing at first and then we gradually grew apart. It was a mutual breakup, I accepted that we are not right for each other. 2 years after the breakup, I started talking and meeting new people, but somehow I can never stop loving him. Ever since he's always on my mind. I talked to guys who has fancied me but whenever I'm about to open up myself again, I get extremely scared of getting hurt or falling without being caught. Slowly I got addicted to the loneliness and found it so peaceful that no one can ever hurt me but somehow I miss him so much and I want to love and being in love again but it's like I can never move on and get over him. The pain is like just yesterday. What should i do now? Please help me.