What shall I do?

Bring two months since our break up but still I'm struggling. It's because she is sick with TB and spine problem. I feel horrible but I don't feel like I also should contact because she loves playing mind games, is it too horrible or should I contact her? Just a background we were in LDR and didn't got a chance to meet up in person. Whole relationship was online like, she broke up since we had a huge fight where both our families got involved and neither wanted us to go ahead. I do miss her, but I feel I don't want to show my weak side, I did last time and she played with me staying in weak and cry baby.. it hurted me a lot.
What shall I do?
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