Why do I feel this way?

So I broke up with this guy a month ago. ok well he actually broke up with me. he said i was too innocent and that i should find someone else. the main reason he broke up with me was because i wouldn't go down on him. he said all these mean things to me and then blocked me.

is it werid that i still kinda miss the relationship? i miss the midnight phone calls and the silly snapchats.

im also now longing for that type of relationship again. What do i do?
Why do I feel this way?
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