My ex was in love with me, almost obsessed I’d say and i would always tell her that she reminds me of how I once was and it’s not true love. It was scary power to have as I was manipulative and verbally abusive. Once my father passed away I resorted back to drugs after getting clean from 19-24.. she left me on our 4 years without much of a word and ignored me, trashed my name, and went as far as applying for 2 restraining orders which were denied, all because she was dating a coworker and hiding it! Cuz that’s not like her at all. Anyways it’s almost been 2 years and I want to write her a letter with 2 movie tickets and a bottle of wine to let her know I’m sorry for being a Douche and I respect their relationship. I just want to be cool and civil come the day we ever see each other. Should I leave it or do it?