Why do I still miss him even if he hurt me and still does?

He cheated, lied and played with my feelings. I felt used and betrayed and after an argument he broke up with me and got a new girlfriend and made sure I knew about it (I deleted him off social media)

Now it looks like he enjoys making me uncomfortable around our common friends (he sits in the same chair as me, interrupts my conversation, shows up to the events where I'm and looks at me constantly: who I talk to and what I'm doing, and his best friend asks whst have I done and to which parties have I gone..) It's gotten to a point that I don't even feel comfortable and end up leaving.

But after everything I still miss him and I can't stop feeling like shit.
Why do I still miss him even if he hurt me and still does?
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