Obsession with another man?

Me and my husband have had our fair share of problems in the last 4 years.

At work, I developed a very strong connection with a colleague. We don’t have deep and emotional convos, but we share really intense earth moving chemistry but we know to stay away from each other to keep away from temptation.

It got so bad that I decided to leave my job. I left 4 months ago now and me and OW have blocked each other on all social media and I have deleted his number.

This isn’t working. He’s still the most dominant thought in my mind on most days. I don’t know what to do and how to get over this. Every ounce of me just wants him and the scary thing is that I’d risk everything to get it.

I don’t know what to do any more.
Obsession with another man?
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