I cheated do I tell him?

I haven't seen my boyfriend in weeks. We haven't had sex in 2 months. The only texts I get from him are one word answers. He's been making me feel so insecure criticizing me for eating too much and my weight even though I'm recovering from anorexia and has just been so cold lately. Mentally I know I need to break up with him. I've known it for a while but it's been impossible to actually see him in person even though he lives 10 minutes away. I literally showed up and he got mad. So the other night I went to my guy friends house had a couple too many drinks and we ended up kissing and he confessed he has feelings for me. Then I really messed up and hooked up with him because I... I really don't even know what I was thinking but I did it. Can't go back. Iknow I need to break up with him but should I tell him I cheated? Or is that something that is better to leave out of it? I'be never done this before and it's really out of character for me and I feel like a complete ass
I cheated do I tell him?
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