She admitted to playing with my emotions to make me do something. She wanted a new place to live and we looked for 3 weeks but it wasn't quick enough for her. I was dragging my feet a bit but I wanted to wait until we got the perfect place. She wanted babies soon and I said no, not until we're settled. She said she did it because she was depressed and now wants me back... I don't trust her anymore that she won't leave in the future.