As long as I'm in a relationship with my long time girlfriend i feel irritated and I feel like breaking up but as soon as i break up i feel scared that I might not be able to live without her so i patch up again. This happened after we first broke up. She broke up with me coz of long distance relationship. Now she wants me back (still ldr). I said yes but not sure. Before she broke up this never happened. I was so called madly in love.