Its been over a year and I'm still not over my ex.. I still cry at the thought of losing what I had, my relationship with him, he was someone i wanted forever with. He was my best friend, he was the first person i lived with. When he left i couldn't do anything but cry morning to night.. & when he moved on he did it so fast it broke me even more.. He had a baby too... I'm happy for him. He has a son & i know he'll be a great father. But when i think about the way he left it still hurts me... & it's hard for me to believe in "love" now... Why am I still not over it?