I let it happen twice. I don't know why i thought maybe he'd change. I accepted all of his flaws. And he knows everything about me (or at least I've told him everything). A lot of things in my life are very shit right now. Two of my kittens died today. He never seemed to be thst empathetic or care about everything wrong occuring. I just dont want to think about him and I feel really stupid for being naive again and letting myself care about him so much. My tears shouldn't be spilled over someone who doesn't give a damn.