My boyfriend left me about nine and a half months ago. He didn’t cheat on me or betray me, things just didn’t work out. I had strong feelings for him, I loved him deeply. For the first four months I was heartbroken, devastated. I felt this ache in my heart, I couldn’t enjoy anything without feeling this weight on my heart. Around the four and a half month mark, I could enjoy things without feeling sick. I was still in a pain, but that initial death-like blackness didn’t consume me anymore. I am fine now, I don’t feel like it’s the end of the world anymore, but now, nine and a half months later, I still miss him. I still cry a little. I still feel a cold pain. I don’t know when the pain will go away. Is it normal? Thoughts?