This kid I have liked for 5 years has pulled me alongside him. I’ve been basically trapped in this hole hoping he’d mature a little and come back to me, but he always pulls me in then leaves. I have created myself a bad reputation for liking him so much (obsessive), I have lost friends due to always asking about him... Five years. FIVE. My life has been a living hell. People tell me to get over him but I truly cannot. My life feels meaningless without him. And the part that sucks is that when I go out with my friends, they’ve always got a boyfriend or the boy likes her. And when my friend always talks about a boy, it makes me wanna kill my self. I just feel like an invisible piece of shit.