Anyone heard of the the stages: Shock/denial, Pain/Guilt, Anger, Depression/Lonliness, Acceptance.
How long have people taken to go through the stages? I seem to be somewhere between anger and lonliness but they change day to day. It's been 2 months and last week I thought I was over it but then for some reason I feel like I've gone back stages!
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We tend to think that the stages of grief are steps. But really it's cyclical. Otherwise things wouldn't continue to bother us after a long period of time, even if the pain lessens or changes. I was dumped "out of the blue" by the guy I thought I could trust. He took back all he previously said and that was it. Gone. The first month I was an absolute wreck, even though I did all I could to keep things as clean cut- No contact, got a counselor, journaled, exercised and forced myself to stay social (although I also forced myself to spend time alone and be okay with that). The second month was of course, so painful, but better. More manageable. 2 1/2 months after he dumped me he was already in a new relationship and moved in with her a few months later. Both pieces of news absolutely dropped me to the ground, and I felt like I was starting all over again with the process. Although I did notice that while it was still as shockingly painful, it wasn't painful for as LONG.
When I learned he moved in with her so quickly I was finally able to realize that although I wasn't better, I had literally done all that I could to get where I was, and it that needed to be recognized. It has been almost 6 months since he dumped me, and it is still rough at times, to say the least. I still have never contacted him, still see a counselor, and still exercise and stay social. And I STILL feel hurt and anger towards him, I still feel rejected, and I think about it at least a little everyday. But I would rather work this out in myself then run away from it. I refuse to do this with the next one!
I think the most you can do is recognize the positive steps you have taken to heal, and when you feel pain again, it's just an indication that there is still work to be done in yourself. But just don't be so hard on yourself. It's painful and hard because you are working on it.
Also, I know everyone likes to offer comforting words like "It won't be this way forever, you'll see, it will get better" But I found that caused me to measure time against my healing process. I kept saying "When? When will it get better? WHY isn't it better!?". Instead I try to stay present. "Right now, I really hurt" or days that are alright "Today, I feel okay". I try to stay away from the "Someday". It takes a lot of the pressure to be "Happy" or "Over it" away.
There is no right timeline or equation, whether you were together for a short time or long term, for when grief ends. If you feel like your grief no longer makes sense in terms of the broken relationship then you might actually be over it more than you think, and are otherwise beginning to work on personal issues that go much deeper than the ex. For example the first thing I thought about when my current ex moved away was actually my ex BEFORE him, because he also moved and that ended our relationship. So now I realize I should be focusing more on my general fear of abandonment than my current exes disregard for me.
I hope this helps!0