Honestly, its the most difficult thing yet. After asking my last question when to contact a person when your on a break of course I went ahead a couple of days later when I was drinking to text her and it went well, I got a little closure out of it. I did it again today and it just makes me want to be back with her, its agonizing. How can I resist so that I don't have to feel feeling of pain? I love talking to her, I love her but it hurts so much. How can I stop myself?