Well the next day we got into a huge fight I started over something and she left. The next day I went to apologize and her phone started beeping. I picked it up and saw she msged him day after the fight and said "you can buy me this makeup set :)" and he said "alright maybe for Christmas ;)"
I confronted her and she said he is just a friend and was talking about makeup with him and a group. My dumbass believed her and kept apologizing and begging for her. Calling her on blocked and making fake email accounts to message her. She would reply and respond to all.
Till days later she told me she is now talking to this guy. I begged her even more not to go and how we can work it out.
Till days after that she shoves the new guy in my face and how she is sleeping with him. I blocked her.
Then a week later I unblocked and apologize again for my side of the fight and wish her the best of luck in her life. She shoves the guy even more in my face and then blocks me.
Then a week later I made a new email account and told her how toxic and controlling she was to me. and how she was a manipulator then blocked her.
I am sitting back now and thinking how stupid I was for doing this dumb shit.
I am a med school student while this chick is still in community college and has no future. She had given me so many reasons not to trust her before too. Still I did this shit.
Anyone can help lift me up?