Why do I want to text my ex who explicitly told me he doesn't wanna talk to me?

My ex told me he does not wanna talk to me because he thinks it is best for us. He said it doesn't make him happy, but that is what he thinks he should do. He has no feelings whatsoever and does not ever see us together in the future.

He drunk texted me a couple nights ago and he apologized and that was that. But I cannot shake this urge to text him and ask him how he is doing and how his exams went.
Why do I want to text my ex who explicitly told me he doesn't wanna talk to me?
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