How to heal from a couple years of heartbreak from someone long-distance who pretended to like me but wanted me to kill myself?

It's been over a year and I still feel angry and dead inside. All of my confidence was destroyed and I experienced major depression with severe hallucinations. Is there some kind of music I should listen to? How should I process my thoughts and emotions? Should I ignore my anger and fuel love or am I going to get emotionally spun out either way?
How to heal from a couple years of heartbreak from someone long-distance who pretended to like me but wanted me to kill myself?
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