I have been fooling around with this girl for 3 years this year is are first year we went steady as in we committed to each other. We started dating in August so it been a few months. In the beginning it was great everything was fun. Her and I have slept next to eachtothee every night since August. Now everything for me just feels not as exciting and I keep getting these urges to go out. I’m 23 she’s 20. I want to go out and go to the bar and have fun. I do love her it’s just I feel like I’m married already. It’s not something I want yet and it makes me feel bad I suffer from bad anxiety& depression and this girl has been with me every step of the way. Helping me taking me to the doctors helping me get kind of better. The fact is I’m doing much better and I feel like my old self again and I feel bad for just dumping her I don’t want her to feel like I just used her to get me better. What do I do?