I have been in some relationship before. Every time I break up with someone, It takes me so long to be alright again. The longest relationship with my ex was five years, It took me almost half a year to stop crying, and now I’m totally fine. I have just decided to walk away from toxic relationship with a guy, we’re been together almost two years. I have been crying, I feel so hurt and so stupid at the same time. But this time is not as bad as the previous relationship. I can still focus on studies and can laugh when I watch Youtube. So basically, I sad and I still can tell myself to be strong... I don’t know if this is the symptom of depression or not. I’m afraid I can be this strong if he texts me tmr, I’m afraid I would change my mind. I know that’s stupid, I couldn’t help it cuz inside I’m too weak.