I broke up with her because I wanted to and now I feel sad.. why?

I broke up with her because I wanted to... we were not suitable for each other. But she loves me really hard. I loved her at first but because of our unmatched personalities..., I gradually losing interest so at that one time we fought really hard, I took the chance.

She was sick at that time and I couldn't unsee her pale face and sorrowful eyes... now I feel fcking hurt. Feels like my heart is falling apart. It's not like I want her back. But all I could feel right now is freaking regret. What is that contrast feelings and how could I get rid of it?
I broke up with her because I wanted to and now I feel sad.. why?
3
1
Add Opinion