My ex broke up over email and said im not clean and cheap. Then blocked me on everything. During this past year. i went no contact 6 months but since she broke up. But now i have contacted her several times she calls me a stalker and has blocked me on everything. She said i dont give a fuck about you and is angry. Im a stalker yet i can't seem to let go. i just dont know how. Besides how disorenting it is to me im not hurt but since she lived with me and loved and cherished me im so nostalgic and dont know how to just let go truly.