Girls, Can't get over a girl?

It has been more than a year but I feel like it was yesterday and I cannot get over it. We actually got separated by one accident and then she could not walk again and we could only text each other but ultimately her parents made her block me. And now I feel like hate for her but also still care a lot and this makes me crazy. Everyday is the same thing and no matter what I do I end up remembering her and imagining her having sex with other guys and that makes me feel like I was cut in half and it never heals... she told me she didn't want to meet anyone else but I don't believe her and I think it was just to make me feel better. And now I want to never see her face again but this makes me veryyy sad.. and I don't feel the same for other girls... so it is hard to go through each day. And also everything happened in a weird way and I knew something was gonna happen, but I think I am delusional...
Girls, Can't get over a girl?
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