What is wrong with me?

My ex boyfriend treated me badly, messed around on me... so why do I still care about him? I worry about him being with someone else... why do guys move on so fast... while we are still in pain. He rubbed other women in my face because they are more experienced in sex (hes the only guy I slept with he was my first
).. He wanted control... he didn't want me to spent time with my family and friends (because I will get influenced). He told me that he was happy that I didn't get pregnant... I walked away from him and he grabbed my arm and pulled me to him. I cry myself to sleep everynight... why do I care? I just want to move on...
What is wrong with me?
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