Break ups are hard, but being unable to find happiness is harder?

My boyfriend and I have been together for three years and all I can say is that, we are very complicated.. we are not a team.
Since last July, he has ruined my self esteem and destroyed my confidence, solely because he doesn't respect me. He let's other women feel like they have something over me because he visits the ones I don't trust behind my back. He blatantly ignores me in front of our friends and lies to me daily.
I always feel like there is an elephant in the room, almost like everyone knows something that I don't and he is very secretive. He is constantly argumentative with me and challenges everything I say... it's exhausting.
But the thought of breaking up with him terrifies me... and hurts so much...
What am I supposed to do?
Break ups are hard, but being unable to find happiness is harder?
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