Did I deserve this?

As I literally cry everyday and can't stop myself from shaking, I can't get over the fact that I'm missing her even though she betrayed me. Ever since found my girlfriend of 5 years got close to my uncle (mom's side) they often hangout but the moment I found out both of them had sex and they are now having a son I felt stabbed simultaneously. My aunt obviously felt betrayed and my cousins as well. Even my parents was infuriated when they found this out. I never did her wrong and I loved her for who she was, but now it's been 8 months and I keep missing her. Maybe that's because she was enjoying my company when we we're still together, but of all the people who would steal her from me, it's my UNCLE? I begged for her back twice and she said that I was never her boyfriend. Did I really deserve this crap? 😭😭😭
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If I were to make a choice should I?
A) Beat up my uncle
B) Slap my ex-girlfriend in the face
C) Slash myself
D) MAKE BETTER DECISIONS AND GRAB A THERAPHIST NOW!!!
Did I deserve this?
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