I finally broke up with my abusive child's father but I'm sad, why?

I'm pregnant and all he's done my entire pregnancy and the relationship was abuse me in different forms. The first trimester was physical abuse and the second and third trimester was emotional and verbal abuse. I finally ended it today. I couldn't take it. I noticed whenever I'm away from him I look and feel better. And I'm tired of getting sucked back into his trap. He thinks it's about material things when all I want is changed behavior. He says he'll change but never does. He's always toxic and negative even when I'm being nice and positive with him. He's done a lot to me in such a short time and yet I'm sad about ending our dysfunctional relationship when he probably couldn't careless and talking to someone new. Is this normal?
I finally broke up with my abusive child's father but I'm sad, why?
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