About a break up?

My boyfriend is really emotional but I am not. We are in a long distance relationship for 3 years now. He is head over heals for me. It got me some time to get to this point where when he visits me I feel like an actor doing just what is necessary to not hurt him. If I will force myself to be with him it doesn't make as a couple. There will be Christmas soon and our anniversary but things need to process somehow. I thought of breaking up in February because he is so fired up to be with me on holidays and it would be bad breaking up right after them. I really don't want to hurt him but I will end up doing it anyway.

What do you think I should do?
About a break up?
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